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Ouch ... ooouuuuccchhh ... omg ...

there's blade hidden under my toes as I walked back to my Aunt's house ...
It's not a pleasant feeling I must admit .

Guess what and why caused all this ...

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YEAH , I joined ROCK CLIMBING club !!! Yahoo ... Rockz ... man
It's the first meaningful thing I have done in Singapore Polytechnic or literally in Singapore .

haha ... my new classmate, Zulhair , he forwards his last year module, so he is same class as me although he is one year older .

He is currently a Rock Climbing club member , and I have been longing for clinging onto the wall with my lanky limbs ... haha

so , I asked him whether i can join that club and play on the wall , of course the answer is YES !!!

I took off my shoes in a haste and stand in front of the "Beginner" wall , it is my first try and obviously , I am fresh + raw to such thing .

I stepped on the stone, holding onto some grab holder. The feeling is so great !!!
Oh Yeah, Oh huh ... I am a Cicakman !!!

After about 1 to 2 mins... I reached the top of the wall ... which is just maybe 5 metres high. I can feel large amount of blood circulate at my arms and hands ...
and fatigue started to arise in my body ...

haha ... I DON'T CARE WHAT MY BODY SAYS ...

climb ... cling ... step ... jump ... hold ... twist .... and ... fall ...

yeah ... so great the feeling is ... it's an adventurous sport activity ,also a thrilling one ... haha ... it's good when u can feel ur hand is swelling and trembling after doing all these ...

The sweats don't ooze , my shirt and boxer were completely wet after just 20 minutes ...

I could barely move my hands afterward , even when I wanna fill the particular of mine for signing up for the Rock Climbing club , I have to ask for my friend's help . haha

Tiring 28/4

Just normal days and normal feelings ...

This is the third week I stay at Singapore ...
I can't get used to my new lifestyle , and I don't know why ...


i used to be easy in adapting myself in new environment ... but what happened this time ???
I can't move towards my future and I can't dwell in the old place I have been at ...
I am staying at a point that makes me feeling weird ... or ugly ...

I must admit that I am having problems communicating with and mingle with my new classmates ... WHAT ??? What happened to me ???

I can sense that the problems lie in me ... deep-rootedly ...
I can't have a single topic to chat with my classmates ... not even a single one ...
it feels like .... I am living at Spain ... i learn Japanese and I can't speak to Latin ...

They talk games and shopping ... I talk about physics and motoring ...
They speak Singlish ... I speak TeoChew ...

That's the problem why I can't mingle with them ...
Maybe just like what Karwei told me ... "I will get used to it after a period of time"
I hope so ... but I will have to change myself greatly in order to adapt in Poly's environment ...

In fact, I feel it's rather good to be alone ...sometimes ...
just doing some problems solving alone and alone ... it feels good ...
but I am clearly aware that's such behavior is really UNHEALTHY and ABNORMAL ...

haha ... but what can I do ??? Change myself into a human which I think is not-the-correct-type ??? Or just being myself for a whole year and look forward for having some desirable classmates in my second year ???

yeah ... no idea and no plan for me ...

I shall just calm down and think completely ... maybe ...

First day at SG....

It was indeed a plain day ... food ... eating ... drinking ...sleeping ...
that's all ... it's a dull day ... haha


The very first morning ... I am staying at 10th floor , the atmosphere is imbued with humming of Engines and the friction sounds produced by tires on tar ...

My arms are sore ,maybe due to incorrect posture while sleeping , but I hav to prepare for my very first Orientation day !!!


Good luck for me ...