Wednesday, June 17, 2009

WOW !!!

I know ... I understand ... i am aware ...


...that ... i write blog rarely ...


but ... in fact ... I enjoy visiting blogs rather than writing blog ...


i write blog for expressing myself ... not to fulfill the desire to write something to make this blog not deserted ...


Many of my friends are busy ... with their own stuff ... Studies ... working ... Pizza ... girls.... Guitar ....


but I am shocked when I recall what we talked last year ...

"Keep in touch ..."

"SmS me when you are free ... "

"I'll remember you FOREVER ..."

"We will be friend till the last moment of our life ... "

XD , our life is just 1 year long ???


Haha ... I am just curious how my friends are doing and what they are busy with ...


I totally have no idea ... and of course they won't have the time to tell this things to me also ... haha they don't have to i mean ...



Ironically ... I am so bored + free ... and my Mid-Semester test is just around the corner (next week) ... and ... i have nothing to revise ...






Keep in touch ??? .... hope so ....

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Ouch ....... XP

Ouch ... ooouuuuccchhh ... omg ...

there's blade hidden under my toes as I walked back to my Aunt's house ...
It's not a pleasant feeling I must admit .

Guess what and why caused all this ...

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YEAH , I joined ROCK CLIMBING club !!! Yahoo ... Rockz ... man
It's the first meaningful thing I have done in Singapore Polytechnic or literally in Singapore .

haha ... my new classmate, Zulhair , he forwards his last year module, so he is same class as me although he is one year older .

He is currently a Rock Climbing club member , and I have been longing for clinging onto the wall with my lanky limbs ... haha

so , I asked him whether i can join that club and play on the wall , of course the answer is YES !!!

I took off my shoes in a haste and stand in front of the "Beginner" wall , it is my first try and obviously , I am fresh + raw to such thing .

I stepped on the stone, holding onto some grab holder. The feeling is so great !!!
Oh Yeah, Oh huh ... I am a Cicakman !!!

After about 1 to 2 mins... I reached the top of the wall ... which is just maybe 5 metres high. I can feel large amount of blood circulate at my arms and hands ...
and fatigue started to arise in my body ...

haha ... I DON'T CARE WHAT MY BODY SAYS ...

climb ... cling ... step ... jump ... hold ... twist .... and ... fall ...

yeah ... so great the feeling is ... it's an adventurous sport activity ,also a thrilling one ... haha ... it's good when u can feel ur hand is swelling and trembling after doing all these ...

The sweats don't ooze , my shirt and boxer were completely wet after just 20 minutes ...

I could barely move my hands afterward , even when I wanna fill the particular of mine for signing up for the Rock Climbing club , I have to ask for my friend's help . haha

Tiring 28/4

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Just normal days and normal feelings ...

This is the third week I stay at Singapore ...
I can't get used to my new lifestyle , and I don't know why ...


i used to be easy in adapting myself in new environment ... but what happened this time ???
I can't move towards my future and I can't dwell in the old place I have been at ...
I am staying at a point that makes me feeling weird ... or ugly ...

I must admit that I am having problems communicating with and mingle with my new classmates ... WHAT ??? What happened to me ???

I can sense that the problems lie in me ... deep-rootedly ...
I can't have a single topic to chat with my classmates ... not even a single one ...
it feels like .... I am living at Spain ... i learn Japanese and I can't speak to Latin ...

They talk games and shopping ... I talk about physics and motoring ...
They speak Singlish ... I speak TeoChew ...

That's the problem why I can't mingle with them ...
Maybe just like what Karwei told me ... "I will get used to it after a period of time"
I hope so ... but I will have to change myself greatly in order to adapt in Poly's environment ...

In fact, I feel it's rather good to be alone ...sometimes ...
just doing some problems solving alone and alone ... it feels good ...
but I am clearly aware that's such behavior is really UNHEALTHY and ABNORMAL ...

haha ... but what can I do ??? Change myself into a human which I think is not-the-correct-type ??? Or just being myself for a whole year and look forward for having some desirable classmates in my second year ???

yeah ... no idea and no plan for me ...

I shall just calm down and think completely ... maybe ...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

First day at SG....

It was indeed a plain day ... food ... eating ... drinking ...sleeping ...
that's all ... it's a dull day ... haha


The very first morning ... I am staying at 10th floor , the atmosphere is imbued with humming of Engines and the friction sounds produced by tires on tar ...

My arms are sore ,maybe due to incorrect posture while sleeping , but I hav to prepare for my very first Orientation day !!!


Good luck for me ...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

OMG ... further study ...

Hey ... time flies and I am getting older n older ... of course !!!

I was busy with application for colleges n schools ... aiyo ...I am not experienced , of cos lah.. I am perplexed ... confused n happy ... haha

Anyway ... I hope that I will be A-OK when I am at KL ... haiz ... Good bye JB ...


=) Tomorrow will be better XD

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Wednesday -27.1.2009-

I can't describe what's the feeling now exactly . It's New Year and I just can't mingle with my brothers , cousins , aunties and uncles . They are having fun , but I just stepped aside and do my own things ...

So sad it was, the first day of Chinese New Year was a disaster , my brothers and me just lean against the wall and played with hand phone . Should we go to chat with those long-time-no-see relatives or gamble like poisoned dog ?

I don't like both ,so I did my own thing myself n alone . Haiz , taking a stroll at the kampung , there's a lot of children playing fire crackers . I can sense the happiness grew in the eyes of kids and the happiness of grandparents while watching their grandsons greeting them , but the feeling of me was detestable. I couldn't stop complaining about why I should follow the bunch and celebrate New Year although I understand the meaning clearly ...

I just wish that such days can end "happily" and SPM result ... u suck ...

Wish me a happy booooll year ... just simply a wish ...

Friday, January 23, 2009

Happie bull Year

Today - 24 . 1 . 2009 -

This is a nice day - nice weather from the sky above , cozy wind from the north , dry soil of the earth n the happiness filling my heart ...

I have to say that it is such a bliss to live in this condition . But then , this year is coming to an end (Chinese calender larh) and nothing is coming to a halt I wish ...

Oh , who put this pic in my blog ??? Tak tahu , anyway I am not the one ...
The chit-chat among the bunch of San-Pat guys n girls ... the laughter of those loudspeaker n the Horniness of the one-dead-chicken .... ooops

Wow , Mingkeat (he has disappeared for a veryyy long time)
In fact, we can't predict anything that will happen in 2 months time (I mean after taking the Belaardee SPM result) , will we still talk to each other like F-R-I-E-N-D ??? or talk like some politeness-faking stewardess ... sorry MAS ...

I truly have the feeling that the whole class is going to separate (as some cock ran to KL n leave us behind n some chicken filied to Jawa n some nerds started to study quietly) erm ... i must say that it was a great time I spent ponteng classesss with u all , shouting in Redbox , playing basketball at school n spending time criticizing teachers...

OMG , so sad ... haiz ...


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After the stupid essay , i wanna write something bout what happened in my house ...

That's ,my bro sexy back !!!
~Gates painted
~floor washed
~windows cleaned
~rubbish thown
~decorations done (I painted moo-chan red for decoration ^^)

that's all , n there's a lot of New Year cookies!!! Where it comes n where it goes, I don't care as I am quite bored with 16 years of same food .... except one new flavour of cookies ... YEAH ...

Happy Bull Year for people who read this post ... byebye